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Gargami
02 November 2009 @ 04:06 am
The room was lit up from the morning sun as the intense sound was filling the room. It came from a small alarm clock that sat on a wooden bed head, the constant beeping was getting more annoying as it continued. He wiped his eyes as he tried to figure out what time and day it was. He reached up to the clock and grabbed it, putting it into a position he could actually see the time with, and it showed 9:43 am. Eyes widening, the covers flew off the bed instantly as he got up and out landing both feet on the floor as he seemed to frantically try and get dressed and ready.

"Darn it! I slept in!" He shouted to himself as he managed to find his pair of black pants and a long sleeve shirt, putting them both on in a hurry. He was in a panic, the mus would have left by now and it was a good forty minute walk to get to the classes he needed to be at before. so as he lunged for his shoes and socks quickly and quickly tying them up he picked up a bag and grabbed his wallet. Moving past the window as he headed out the door he had to check his hair quickly, though it was a complete mess, but there was no time to do anything about it as he ran out the door, slamming it behind him. He tired flattening his brown hair while running down the paved street, his backpack open a little bit but didn't look like anything was going to fall out, his heartbeat raced as he ran down and turned into an alleyway, lined with garbage bins and a stray cat. He leaped over a bin that had fallen across the alley and the cat quickly jumped over a fence as it got scared. Without noticing, a pencil had fallen out of the backpack landing on the ground as the boy sprinted out of the alley.

Coming to a main road, the second bus was just leaving the bus stop, he was never used to running and as he looked, he collapsed knelt down looked at a ground, his hands on his knees as he rushed his breathing. He looked to his arm for the time but he had left his watch at home, the day was just starting but already looked like a terrible day ahead. He pulled his backpack in front of him and reached in for a drink bottle he always left in there, pulling it out, there was still half full with water. Uncapping the top of it, he took a drink to get back into gear and went over to the bus stop to take a seat for the next bus to come along.

"Well, I'm gonna be late anyway, may as not exhaust myself now." He said to himself again while he took a seat, an elderly lady who was also at the stop turning her head.
"Excuse me?" She asked, from not hearing what was said.
"Oh! I was just talking to myself. Never mind."

She turned away, rather snooty like as she was unhappy with the reply.He raised an eyebrow at her as he poked his tongue out while she was not looking then turned away, all he had to do now was wait for the bus and then he'll be at his class in no time. He brought out his bag again, reaching for a timetable. The road was busy with cars even though the morning rush hour was over already but this street always stayed packed with cars as it connected the city to the beach and most of the suburbs in the south so it was no wonder in the end that it stayed as busy. The timetable unfolded to show all the sceduled times the buses were going to come and looked back at his wrist. Of course he had already forgot that he had no watch on him, in that instant he hit his forehead with the palm of his hand. He wanted to ask the old lady for the time but she was probably going to just pretend he's talking to himself again. All he could do was wait for the bus.

Time went by as it felt like forever and even after ten minutes there was still no bus, he decided sleeping through his alarm was not good at all for his study, he did enjoy going to his classes. He was studying Photography too, though lately things had gotten a little slack and his essays were dropping in score when he passed them in. As he started thinking again about where he was actually going with the career path he chose, out of no-where the bus appeared in front of him and the old lady was already half in the bus, snapping out of it, he picked up his bag and got on while taking out his wallet to get the metro card out. Nodding to the bus driver, he pushed his card into machine as it validated, it was always useful to carry cards that lasted for the whole month, even if they were fairly expensive, but his work covered that cost fine.

The bus was packed completely with the elderly, many carrying their purses and shopping bags, it was the most active time for them, always seeming to leave so they miss all the teenagers on the bus. Though it was fine for him, there was still plenty of seats around and he was only about fifteen minutes away from his bus stop now too, he was quite relieved. Sitting down he looked out the window as the whole neighbourhood passed by, buisnesses, houses, and even that big rubber factory that produced a foul smell, he never enjoyed passing that place and always rolled up the window as he travelled in a car. His elbow rested on the window ledge as he lent his chin on his hand, each stop going by only stopping a few times to pick up more people. He thought to himself that being a bus driver must be fairly boring if it's always on the same route, day in, day out but the positive was the driver always got to meet new people or chat to the regulars, but he didn't want to be a bus driver. He didn't even have a licence and he was twenty-two.

He noticed that his stop was the next one and pressed the stop button to get off, it was actually a relief to finally be back at the campus, it had been the weekend so the lawn would have been cut and everything much more clean. As it got towards friday, everything always looked more dirty around the area and it became unpleasant when you had to be around it all day, he stepped off the bus and looked around. It was definitely his stop and the campus was right in front of him too, without haste he picked up the pase and headed towards the lecture room. It was in the building in front of him but on the second floor.

He looked up to the red brick building, it had been around for a few years but it's been upgraded many times since it had been built, the whole building seem to work together though so it was still not an eyesore as people passed the building. He entered the front double doors, made out of glass. And the hallways were littered with garbage bins, seats and vending machines. With all the students that came through here, they had to put in a dozen vending machines in just to keep everyone happy. Then when they did that, people continued to complain as there was not enough choice in drinks and snacks. It really did not matter to him but the students would rally about anything that they were not happy with. Heading up the wooden stairs, his hand slid across the metal handrail as he quickly placed each foot on each step.

Walking down the hallway, there was a another big area where students would hang out, it was like a big dome with the sun coming in from above, and pot plants where everywhere and more seats. A few students were scattered here, a few simply talking and chatting with a coffee or something in their hands, others deep in their books as they wrote down notes onto some paper that they had near by. There was one that even was upside-down on a chair while reading a book. He have a weird look to the student but just guessed it was another way of getting people motivated to study. He walked to the other side of the big open area, and arrived at the door of his lecture room that he needed to be in a while ago. Opening the door he peaked in tried to get in without any big notice.
 
 
Gargami
01 November 2009 @ 03:11 am
All he could think about was the end drawing near, darkness closing in on where he was sitting. He sat in a unremarkable room, in a nondescript building as he watched and waited what seemed like what was the inevitable for himself as it slowly turned into a reality. The room slowly got more dim as it was like the sun was going down, but it was still high in the sky, at it's peak. The room was losing light as the walls absorbed light. It was already here.

The sunlight that came through the windows slowly diminished  even with the sun glaring right through, it was like smog had engulfed the walls as he could hardly see what used to be on them, of course it did not matter. He was prepared for his fate, the last thing he was going to do is cower in selfish fear through the course of someone else's actions. No. He was going to be strong and accept it, as that would not be what it would want.

The light from the window was hardly there now, he wanted to open his eyes wider they were already open yet it felt like they were closed, the last trickle of life as he knew it disappeared from his view as he was left there, sitting in the darkness that was now his fate that he could no longer control. He reached into his jacket and pulled out a smoking pipe, if he was to die like this then he had to at least enjoy this last thing before he did. His left hand slid into his suit pocket as he got out some small wooden matches as he pressed the pipe to his lips. A snap echoed what seemed like forever as he broke off one match from the rest and then with a small wrist movement struck the head of the match onto the arm of the chair he was sitting in.

A face illuminated, staring right at him in the darkness. A sly grin on the face that simply appeared out of nowhere but he was not shocked at all, rather expecting it as he put the match to his pipe and lit it. Shaking the match out, the two faces disappeared into the darkness.

"Well, that's enough. Fuck it." He said sternly as he puffed. "Get it over with."
"I will in time. But tell me, was it worth your life?"
"I have no idea what you are talking about."
"Yes you do, but that does not matter. Because I will soon take what is now mine."
"I don't care what you do to me now, I know you'll end up defeated and dead though."

The nondescript person began to laugh as if to mock the words that he just said.

"Defeat me? Impossible you old fool! No-one can defeat me!" It shouted as the voice echoed through the darkness. "Now die."

The last words as it said as slowly the darkness started to choke the air, seeping into his body. His mind becoming unclear as it began to fade and he started to lose conciousness. His mind. Gone. Turned into the darkness that choked the air.
 
 
Gargami
26 October 2009 @ 01:59 pm
<Friend> I am planning to go to Canada to stay with <friend> for a bit... But I am not so adverse to others
<Gargami> Watch out for the bears.
<Friend> Hell I've done group sex so I can't be easily shocked
<Friend> oh you meant the animal!!
<Gargami> LOL
<Friend> heh
<Friend> wow that was gay even for me
<Gargami> Yeeah.
 
 
Gargami
09 October 2009 @ 08:04 pm
Glenelg > Caught Bus to Marion > Got on Tram > A deaf person started to talk to me and was a big pokemon card collector and give me a ton of energies. Plus this one energy that acted like a seed and gave you seven grass energies.

Woke up
 
 
Gargami
02 October 2009 @ 07:28 am
Van She - Talkin (VEMIX)
Spencer & Hill - Cool

Just a note to myself
 
 
Gargami
17 August 2009 @ 05:50 pm
blah  
i feel depressed and really sad.

i get rejected all the time from jobs.

i've been low on money a lot now.

weekend was fun but i wasnt as social and felt pretty sick at Cat's party.

i'm already full on stuff on my todo list.

got to create the chicken shop menu.

got to create a skin for a forum before the 1st.

got to do a lot of shit i dont want to.

luckily my boyfriend is visiting this weekend and then he'll be gone for a while again.

blah.
 
 
Gargami
11 August 2009 @ 05:57 pm
um.  
Someone randomly parked in my driveway.

Dont know who.. But I'm bored and called the council to get the car tow'd.

teehee.
 
 
Gargami
28 July 2009 @ 01:35 pm
Okay
Writing down my dream this time. I'm forgetting a lot of it so I'll write down basic plot lines and things.

Okay there is this charmander that has a bully apparently.

It seems to eb in a weird setting at school maybe? But yeah, the charmander runs into the bathroom to simply hide from the bully, he holds his breath in a bathfroom stall but the bully waits there too long and he eneded to take a breath, they find him.

The charmander was beaten up pretty badly.

something something something..

<Another Bully Fight, Charmander Loses Again>

Charmander was left just with an inch of his life.

Friend runs him to hospital.

They arrive there, and worse thing is, a car/bus crash happened right outside the hospital. <Ironic yes?>

They are busy and full, and are not taking the poor charmander.

The friend in dramatic hope runs away to find another place.

but too late, charmander speaks a few things and breathes his final breath.

<wake up nao>

Tada.
 
 
Gargami
24 July 2009 @ 08:42 pm
...Could this mean I'm not alone?



Anyway guys, I'm gonna start updating again.

Sorry, been kinda busy with things so I've not updated as much. :C

But update! I'm going to be at AVCon Adelaide this weekend, so if you are going! Love to see you there! :3
 
 
Gargami
07 July 2009 @ 02:07 am
This is probably the only chain message I'll post ever, but I did not make this but this message is strong.



I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

I am the child who left school early after being beat up daily because I like boys.

I am the transvestite who gets called terrible names just because I like being a woman.

We are the lesbian couple who can’t go to church anymore because of the harassment.

I am the man who was kicked out of the army for kissing another soldier.

I am the teenager who killed myself because I couldn’t take being hated for being me.

I am the homeless man who can’t get a job because I’m a transsexual.

I am the woman who was revered as a goddess in her homeland and now can’t leave her home without being insulted.

I am the father who lost custody of his son because I live with another man.

I am the girl who can’t be herself because she knows people will shun her and push her away.

I am the therapist who watched a patient die slowly for being gay and not confiding in anyone.

I am the mother who kicked her daughter out for getting a sex-change.

I am the person who had the power to help my gay friend but decided not to and had to watch him die from the pain.

I am the preacher who loves a man but says the homosexuality is wrong or I’ll be fired.

I am the policeman who had to solve a case where two men were murdered for being in love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.
 
 
Gargami
01 July 2009 @ 11:39 pm
Long day it has been.

New MSN address for Windows Live Messenger though.

You can add me at sleepy.gargy@live.com.au

With that. Im going to sleep.

Night all~
 
 
Gargami
30 June 2009 @ 04:13 pm
I bought new shoes.
 
 
Gargami
30 June 2009 @ 03:23 pm
Hey everyone, feeling pretty down at the moment. I'm not too sure what I want to dm with myself for the rest of this year other than study. I want to find myself a project to work on for one, with a bit of profit on the side would be great too. But at the moment no luck at all.

Things kinda went from bad to worse over the last two days, with losing my umbrella and all right before all this rain started pouring down now. But things can only really get better in the end. I might be on ebay a bit more also, but probably just browsing. Oh well. I just hate where I am in life at the moment, only just a few good things I have left I can cling to.
 
 
Current Location: On a bus being cold.
 
 
Gargami
27 June 2009 @ 05:24 pm
[LJ2ME] I survived!!  
I survived the game, though I did get hit by the ball once. Thy my foot tapped it. Nothin. Too dramatic. The team I was going for being sydney lost. Bit sad. Oh well. Still a great game! See ya!
 
 
Gargami
27 June 2009 @ 02:39 pm
[LJ2ME] I'm gonna die!  
On My phone. About to die. At a football match. Sydney vs. Adelaide. I'm three rows RIGHT behind the goals. Gonna die from projectile football. Help me!
 
 
Gargami
26 June 2009 @ 08:11 am
sorry to see you go; at least you didn't go out in a worse way.
 
 
Gargami
26 June 2009 @ 03:15 am
This one I didn't like, I was walking down one of my local streets to stop into a deli, a vietmanese shop. (Best cold rolls ever)

So I sat by the window, and looked down the street. I looked on and saw a plane on the usual path to the airport, but instead, they were completely vertical. They were about to crash, only five seconds had passed and you could hear the sound of the plane crashing, smoke bellowing out from around where the airport should have been.

It was scary, even if I wasn't on it, the loss of life in such mass and seeing it first hand.. x.x
Tags:
 
 
Current Location: On my House
Current Mood: scared
 
 
Gargami
22 June 2009 @ 09:37 pm
Biiig headache all day. D:

Anyway, new computer tomorrow. Dunno what I'll do with this one? Do some amazing thing with a linkup maybe? A SERVER? :O

I could turn my old computer into a... digimon? o.O

If I did... That would be awesome. X3

~Gargy
 
 
Current Location: Sitting on a roof in Korea
Current Mood: sore
 
 
Gargami
21 June 2009 @ 08:01 pm
Yep! Finally awake, and it's a lazy sunday!

Anyway, dinner today I just made a really simple pasta dish with a chunky tomato, mince and bacon sauce.

I'm pretty exausted still from the meet last night, but recovering nicely.

Another house inspection on Thursday so better make everything tidy~ :3

OH! And new computer on Tuesday! :O

That will be interesting~ :3

~Gargy
 
 
Gargami
21 June 2009 @ 03:48 pm
I'm just sooo tired, I've been dreepy all day, cant wake up. Done everything possible too. D:

Dooooomed to be a zooombie.
 
 
 
 

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